Wednesday, February 25, 2009

lack of motivation...

in all facets of my life......ugh. I just can't escape the felling of 'blah'. I hope this is temporary, maybe weather related.. i dunno....
  • I've made no wedding plans as of yet - geeze almost 9 mos away. For some reason, I can't get started....ugh, is this a sign?
  • workout/schmorkout..... I am now going into March with nothing but food on the brain. Got porkchops?
  • Housework? no, just throw your close in that massive pile over there. Who needs clean dishes?
  • Finances.......i just busted my piggy bank so i can pay for groceries in change. I may have to "yabba, dabba" my car until pay day. Hopefully my feet won't fail me.
  • S/O was laid-off for a while, but just got a new job at a dealership, which is wonderful, but there is just one car between us right now, and the additional financial haven't kicked in.
  • The job is not going so good, i just feel like i am failing, and I am not sure how to turn it around.

I just feel like the world is on my shoulders. I just need to scream, or get away, or both. I dunno, maybe i am just having an off day/or month.

I need to turn to the bible....