Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Selfish Thanksgiving

This is the time of year where you are supposed to give thanks for everything you are grateful for.

What am i doing? Stewing in my own selfishness. All that I can think about is how me and "S.O" are going to be apart for these next three days. AHHHH! What is wrong with me? I am going out of town to spend time with family, and he is staying at home to spend time with his. Rationally, there is nothing wrong with a couple doing their own thing, but why am i taking this so hard? I have been lashing out over anything, having an attitude, or been depressed for almost the past two weeks. Seriously what is wrong with me? Why is he okay with us being apart? Why am i the only one struggling with this? I know time apart can be a good thing for a couple, but i am just going to miss him like crazy! I NEED TO GET A GRIP.

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